Thank god for this anonymous option because my anxiety could never handle posting this on my main profile.
I just got handed a major project update involving some heavy data restructuring and dashboard metrics. On the group calls, I'm nodding along, saying "Got it, completely aligned," and acting like an absolute pro.
The truth? I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing half the time. As soon as the call ends, Iām frantically opening multiple browser tabs, watching basic tutorials, and asking AI to explain terms to me like I'm a five-year-old just to get through the daily tasks.
I feel like an absolute imposter and I'm terrified my team or supervisor is going to realize I'm just winging it day by day.
Please tell me Iām not the only one doing this. Anyone else out here surviving entirely on Google searches and pure luck? Drop a comment and make me feel better š